Saturday, March 28, 2009

unconditional love...

Watched the movie.. "Marley and me" didnt knew it was such a sad movie.moved me to tears..gonna quote something from the movie.

"a dog has no use for a fancy car,a big home or branded clothes.a waterlog stick will do just fine,a dog doesnt care whether u're smart or dumb.give it yr heart and he'll give u his..."

luvYellow;3:06 PM

hi Ah gong! Ah ma!

i woke up crying onto my bed today..tears just rolled and rolled uncontrollably..
i had a dream..spending some happy moments with an old man,evrything was in a blur.but i remembered i felt blessed,felt loved..oh gosh..tears rolling down again..and i thought i calmed down already..it was an old man with very kind face.we didnt do anything special.js spending moments chatting to each other..laughing togather..suddenly everything came to an end..he was gone..my vision was getting bright..i was regaining conscience.. =/ from my dream i guess..till this point i still havent realised who this kind old man was..then it suddenly striked me tat it was my passed away grandfather..he passed away after my grandma..actaulli..ard a yr i guessed.. i cant even rem their death aniversary.. ="(
i feel realli sad now..sobbing..
my relationship with my grandparents wasnt the best..i was rebellious,didnt listened much to them..even often getting into arguements with them..but they loved me alot..always knew tat in my heart actualli.but was js too young i guess..
i regretted nv realli doing anything nice for them,bringing them out for meals etc..i feel so bad.and now its too late..i tried to be a gd grandson which they will like,but it was always only into late periods of their life..i can nv repay them..i miss u all..ah gong... ah ma... hope i can can another chance to be fillial towards u all in the nxt life.. i miss u all so much... u all were my last real family...

luvYellow;8:49 AM

titleless...

Ok,think tis will be a long blog again..lai,lets start..
ok i went to a interview ytd..was realli stress for the days leading to it..
It was at LTA,i found the place 10mins b4 the appointed timing but had to wait 30mins more for the interview due to the interviewer had a meeting..ok la wait lor..when it was time finally.i entered a meeting room to find 3 nice aunties/ladies who was actualli gonna interview me.3 sia!scary la..luckily there were nice people and the interview went ok,not very smooth die to the fact its my 1st real interview ever since my last job.not counting the crap 1 tat time..they asked me some qns which i didnt expect..gained abit of experience form the interview.which is gd i guess,even if i dont get the job i did gain something from it.there had to be a 2nd interview to cfm and i had to wait for a call from them..which i forgot to ask when is the deadline..in the mean time still gonna continue search for other jobs..
AFter the interview met up with jia,vinc,alvin,ys and his fren "syrup"..her name too chim cordilea something..haha..sounds liek cordial syrup..oh watever..We had dinner at bugis ajitsen..nicenice.very long nv eat.tks shufen for giving me the idea of going over there makan,lolz.i had scallop ramen.gingy's fav seafood.nicenice!
After tat we went bugis de pub..i went 2nd round after tat with ys to meet chiam & 2 other of their colleagues & i ended the nite spending time with gingy at her place.she made tasty maggie porriage for me =p

a pic which we took tis morning b4 i sent gingy to work

hmm gingy trying to be creative..

I am damm shagged,travelled ard sg 3 times i think ..from gingy place go home.then come back town,then hoot back again..zzz..Wanted to meet long earlier but he was slping coz he nite shift last nite..k lor..then i went home after sending gingy.but he zhun zhun sms me as i got home..i rest awhile had to hoot out again to meet him.I had a invitation from marina sq,i think its due to tat time me spending a lot in muji,i had bought some cupboards and some other stuffs which altogather hit a few hundred,gaining me the muji member card..ok anyway long suay suay ganna stuck in a jam.so he was late.when he reached we proceed over to the fashion show.it was quite nice.1st time i had seats in 1!the models were mostly relli pretty,& had great legs!phew..unblieveable figures they had..wished i could be a model at times too..haaa.
Ok,then my turn to suay!i bought my G9 and the batt was left with abit only!argh.,,b4 i left my house i checked it was 2 bars..at the fashion show suddenly dropped to 1bar..liaoz..i took a video and a few pics and the batt died on me..alamak!i forgot to bring my spare batt,hmmpf..bobianz..tried to use my iphone cam but cmi..haiz..slowly i gave upo and js sat down and enjoyed the show with long.it wasnt very long.js ard 30mins..i got a goodie bag worth $300 for gingy.heh..a great experience...ooo ya got a asian model super look like shuqi..lol she had her features.Oh the fashion show featured a few brands, MUji.john little,beb,desigual < i always commment tis shop had indian looking clothes..haha but the models carried them very well..ok heres the video and pic i managed to take ..i try to filter out the better shots k..all form sitting position.so sry of pics ganna blocked by the fella infront..oh nvm decide to just post everything under a slideshow..lol..

took tis vid right at the beginnging of the show.tis the gal which me and long felt looked like shuqi.

Took tis right b4 the fashion show ^^

After the show we went down to meet ys and his frens..went to chill somewhere along somerset ice cold beer..sheesh..toking about tis made me flume.1 of ys fren asked me wat i was doing..then as usual i spoke in a relaxed fashion and jokingly said king lor..at home do nuthing..then she said,oh isnt tat a "bum".nbz i was cool and laughed it off.but the say she said tat wasnt in the most tacky way.she looked so stucked up it pissed me off.tis was the 2nd meeting,the 1st time she nv was quiet and it was fine.she her toking just irratate me.i mentioned to long and he said she was trying to create some topic..oh gosh.i wished she shudup pls.she was ranting bout y she took 1 hr to bathed..ok la.i know y la.she was ranting on the procedures,scrub ah mask ah ..etc..oh crap..i was so glad i wasnt sitting beside her?tks god.her face.. =,=" ys and long was amazed by how long she takes to bath.1hr plus..i believe ys and long knows its normal la..but they were amazed nv the less..zzz,we guys continue to show our disbelief in a joking manner,and she there explaining like a "princess" or can i say bimbo?am i evil?fook care..its mind blog...anyway i thought i wouldnt let ys know,coz i think it makes no diff,BUT i'm pissed.and i told him not to invite me anymore for meetings with "miss QUIET".no more..holy crap..i'm normally very tolerate of diff natures of people.but i'm realli tired and she got me pissed..
jiajia came slightly late into the chill out session,while too bad coz i wanted to have a drink with her too.but i was already mentally drained..wasnt in a entertaining mood i can say.and i js left early.well..i was realli fluming just now..sheesh..but i shall throw away tis.coz it aint making me any happy.just gonna forget bout this whole matter after i fin tis post.zzz
My eyes are already half closed as i'm typing up tis blog..feel so damm shagged..
TMr is ah beng birthday celebration at DBL O tmr,i'm sure it will be much better then wat i js experienced js now.."min tian hui gen hao!!!"
HAppy weekends to all...

See the flower thingy?its cheese ,kindna pretty huh.biscuits below..but u know wat?it cost a frecking 18 bucks..zzz.wouldnt had mind if i had a better time.

2 of them staring at the waitress right now...

BTW: me and long chat about saving money.we both decided to go study in the near future..we all have diff reasons for it..1 of mind was me hating the fact tat i cant work in the industry i like and realli little jobs available to me currently..plan is to get a job tis year,save enuf money to enrol in a course nxt year liao...Gambette towards it!!

luvYellow;12:57 AM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

rain rain go away...

splash splash,plat plat...
Its raining cats and dogs out side now...
Gingry just left for work couple of hrs ago..She made fishballs and porriage for me before she left,too bad we couldnt eat it togather b4 she go.got mel to print out my resume for my interview tommorrow at LTA..had to print out twice..1 with pic,another w/o.sheesh..no more color ink left in the printer so decided just to leave out the pic..nv realli went to take a proper 1.so just hoot 1 then photoshop it out to make it like a proper passport size 1..lolz..so long nv play with the software..
saw some brayn wong pics from shufen's blog link..woo realli nice pics..wished i can go overseas often too,then will have lots of chance..after taiwan nv realli ultize my cam much liao.sad sad..most of the time in the dry box these days..tis sat beng bd.maybe can use again..
I had a cold just now when i woke up too.but after eating gingy's "ai xin" lunch i recovered liao.hurhur..bought panadol flu just in case..hmm..
Gonna go check out the place for the interview later too..save the map in my iphone in case i get lost..yawnz..stressed..wonder how will it turn out...I tried afew more jobs today.sent resumes..flip past few days recuit..nothing interesting..
sign..sianz..lanjiao recession =.="

a pretty flower along my corridor..took it while i was smoking...

Opps realise i havent blog fin actualli..lemme say abit more here..haha.
Ytd gingy and i met early morning at buno vista mrt to go MOE to reprint my o lvl cert..i was saying how i wished their system will be faulty and let my maths become C6 instead of D7,hurhur..impossible i know..i woke up at 9am!gingy was proud of me.haha no morning call somemore,and i slepy my usual 4am timing the previous day oso..hehe..Aftter getting my reprint,which didnt turn out to be the same as our original copy,but still presentable i guess.We went down Plaza sing after tat..bought tixs for Street fighte the movie at cathay,then proceed over to wat wanton mee at ...er... opps i forgot the name of the builing -,-" ok there got kbox 1..and near my old nafa sch..eating finish our mee we went PS as gingy needed to go DBS.hee i js sat there and play my new DS game,chinatown wars(GTA).. fun robbing people in game when i was in a bank..hehe.theres a a scratch card game in it where can win money and house.gingy and me kept scratching on our ds like mad pp..haha but lucky her finally scratched a card which won a house for me!hee cleber dear..
heres a video of the game for who are interested ^^

Ok now to the movie..Street fighter!wahhaa,for people who have been fellowing my blog,i'm realli hyped bout anything SF(street fighter) these days..enjoying the new game which was recently released SFIV..The movie..er..lets say i was surprised seeing a local actor in the movie..Edmund chen!oh gosh..shocking..he appeared right at the beginning of the movie with a young chun li..i thought it was just a short camero..coz i knew wat happened to chun li's father from the actual story of SF..but then as the movie proceed on,i realised his role wasnt tat small actualli.i wont say too much in case i spoil the moview for any1 of u whos gonna watch it..
i was always hoping to see some moves from the games which the actors and actresses would act out..but sadly not realli much..js a couple from chun li..there was 1 move.."Spinning bird kick" which chun li have in the game..then Kristin Kreuk(chun li) who u know from the drama "smalliville".she acted out this move in 1 of the scene..hitting down some gansters in a club..it was realli corny and funni to me sia..lol..it was nice..but super corny..haha.customes in the movie wasnt identical to the game oso..too bad..another actor to note is Michael Clarke Duncan,he was balrong in the movie,the boxer..i love watching him act since the movie "green mile" which was adapted from a book by stephen king..i remember reading tat book when i was in the jobless period after o lvl,and everyday hanging out at the old national library..back then tat novel was in several book series instead of being in 1 thick novel.It was realli a good read..moving me to tears i think..the movie was kindna commerclize bah.not super trying to appeal to fan-gamers like me.but still not bad of a action movie i guess.go play the game 1st if thinking of watching the movie.it might be more interesting to u then..hee..
Below i post a video of the new SF game,Street Fighter 4,do take a look if wanna see wat i'm playing often these days on my ps3.hehe..rem to watch in HD to see the full glory of the game =p.jim and YS tat time came to my place to play & we had tons of fun..hehe..think i've spent over 100+ hours on this game and still counting.. play 1 time at arcade 50cents mind u..here i am playing at home free.hee,i'm saving tons of money for sure..

Now for some pics as usual =p
OH Ya i changed the format how i blog,wonder u all realise..i put some pics in between my posts so the words wont be so cramped then u all can read it easiler =p

See the girl in orange?Wahah me and gingy was on the escalator when tis girl was in front of us.and i commented she looked like a "GUM" mindrain orange.!wahah soo funni..realli mah..so orange sia..hehe

gingy with the tiny cup which the uncle at the wanton mee stall gave us for the green tea =/

a tin box which we got from buying BK kids meal..haiz..i wanted another 1 but no more liao..gingy buy for me de..coz she know i wanted it even thought i said i didnt..we only realised no more i want de after i went back to approach the counter staff..haiz.. =(

see the skeleton ?tats the 1 i wanted..sob sob..

osama-bin-gingy? o.O"'

luvYellow;4:33 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009

A weekend of fun & laughters

Hmm lots of stuffs to catch up on my blog here..will try to remember wat i went throught...Gingy left for work early in the morning as usual,wanted to make sandwich for her,but i ard 4am then oink..by the time she woke me up to open door for her she was alreadyleaving for work alamak..got up again ard 1pm then went downstairs to buy lunch..char siew/roast pork meat rice..the char siew was too sweet for my liking..gingy say last time she will eat char siew rice without the char siew lor..the sauce so sweet.how to eat sia..sheesh..she realli have sweet tooth..

OK,now to rant bout the interview i went on last week at amk..i saw this job on recuit/straits time..i heistaed at 1st but js went down try try..the shop was js a tiny gameshop,i was applying for retail assistant,while i was filling up my form a auntie and his kid came in asking whether got sell game mah?THe owner said yes,$5 each..DOINk.then i realise he got sell *P* games..zzz oh gosh..stirght away i knew i was gonna waste time liao..can never work for this kind of shop la..later ganna police case how?zzz shortly after it was my turn lioa.diaoz..the guy asked me mani stupid qns like,"how much u know about sales?how much u know about psp?finally qns most cork.i got mani applications here,y should i choose u?i was so telling myself pls dont choose me..zzz.tat cork owner thought he had a multi-dollar business from the way he was interviewing me..we wasnt even in a proper office!i was sitting on a lousy $5 chair and sitting in a corner of a pirated gameshop corner?doink..But the shop did had some original games,consoles,accessories laying ard.but realli not much.actualli i shd had guessed it when i came into the shop..it was realli a black shop la..the shop was just a front..doink..idioit..waste my time..
Tat evening i met gingy after her work at city hall to have a meal at asia kitchen.nice dishes there,and the roast duck was much cheaper then the ones we usually had a crystal jade...

funni gingy maded me feel better after tat horrible interview tat day..

On the happier note..fri i received a call from LTA asking me to go for a interview on this thurs..its a admin job.well hope i do get it..i'm still recovering from tat cork interview i got from tat gameshop.i'm sure it will be a proper 1 at LTA..the lady told me there was gonna be 2 somemore..1 with her dept,2nd one with HR dept..
1 thing jialak is i lost all my certs..gonna go MOE tmr to print my o lvl cert..sheesh..mafun..i still cant believe i lost everything..might had disappeared during the big spring cleaning i did when i js came back from taiwan..zzz did i threw it away?...IT might be at my dad's place..but then i;m not gonna go back there and try look for it.i havent tok to my dad since even b4 i left for taiwan.yawnz...havent realli gone to a proper interview b4..sign..i think i might cork up =/ it feels scary..havent realli gone to a very formal interview b4..in force so long..tat job best..sign contract,taa-daaz u got a job..sheesh..even if i dont get the job hope i can learn sometihng from the interview on thurs..

Ok fri evening i went to jiajia's office bar for a chill out session which she very nicely invited us go.guest list had me,ys,fen,vinc,ray,beng.We all had a great time there.the scenery was so nice..wished i could work there..every thur/fri can drink for free at office bar somemore =) if i work there cfm everytime drink liao.lolz..the environment looked realli comfy.the office desks were spacious and not cramped togather like ratten houses in china..the chill out ended at 9pm as the bar always closes at tat time.went to the usual kopitiam where some of them had fishball noodles..jiajia was asking every1 go where after tat.but ys & ray left early and the rest left looked tired..jiajia wanted to go lunar,i acualli onz..but the others like bor respond then i keep quiet =x haha,so in the end we all left early for home..its alright jia ^^ tis weekend ah beng;s birthday at dbl o.i'm sure we're gonna party again tat nite,and have lots of fun.took lots of pics.had 3 cams,mind,ys,fen..here are some of my fav ones..

Our very lovely host tat nite.

Comfy sofas!

a pretty pic i took which every1 said was nice tat day ^^ guess it was a lucky shot,composition was js nice.

the 3 charlie angels behind me

CHeers!

Last pic of the day which i suggested taking b4 the day ended.

Sat me and gingy pei mummy to chinatown to look for free ?& easy packages to thailand.she was gonna go with my stepfather.hmm..we searched ALOT of places..but she didnt accept the pricings everywhere,she was gonna go on a holiday period,thus the realli high prices as its peak season..after tat we went orchard to walk walk ard,and it was the end of the day..tired..realli walked alot,on the train back home gingy complained tat she cant feel her feet anymore..numb..hehe..

savvy mummy & gingy

pic taken with iphone..not bad.even though train was moving..raining cats & dogs on the backgrd

Sunday wasnt much,just laze ard with gingy at home.i js let my place in the noon for awhile alone,as i had to meet a fella to sell my game..after tat i came home to buy a PS3 "rubbish bin" game which i download from the playstaion network...hehe..sounds weird right..keke its a complex tetris actualli..think i might post pics or videos sometime again k.to let u all see wat type of game it is.me ang gingy had lots of fun on it ytd..oo ya,we gingy cooked a slumptous meal for me too!we had herbal chicken,beansports for dinner..hehe super nice..tks u dear.maucks..i even complained i wanted cut red chilli,lol,in the end we went downstar and buy b4 she reheat the food again..hurhurhur.. i'm not picky!but the chicken will go to waste if dip with wrong sauce =x

Having a blog is realli gd..esp for people who have lousy memory like me..hehe..its like a diary for me..sometimes i cant even remember the last meal i had.so having a blog realli works for me =) Gingy likes to read blog but donno y she doesnt wants to start 1 =/ must be lazy ..haha..
I'm enjoying every moment i have with my iphone these days..i can surf net and use msn on the move!yuppy..no dull moments even on the trains these days..travel from woodlands to anywhere is sooo boring sia..the traveling time is long and boring..haiz..there are tons of applications i can dl from the itune store everyday..hehe..some useful,some funni,and some down right weird..gingy is having fun on it too..she always plays game on hers when we go out now,haha..

tis is tuuffy!nearly forgot to post this..hehe we bought tuufy last fri b4 our dinner at city hall..tuuffy is a horse..haha,gingy say its face very "tuu tuu" thus the name.. =)

luvYellow;2:25 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

new update on blog...

Hihi,alright i added a new app called twitter..have u all heard of it?think its kindna hot..decide to add it to my site.I got a app on my iphone tat has twitter too..its something like a shoutbox on the move bah..
Go to this site ---> http://twitter.com/ Theres a video explaining wats about it..
remember to add me ---> http://twitter.com/yellowme Then we can start "tweeting",lolz..it might get confusing initially thought..hmm,but once u get the hang of it u'll know watcha doing.hope 1 of u pp who reads my blog go and register soon ok?hee wishing for some1 to leave me a msg in twitter..
ok played ard abit with my iphone..hmm pictures not like last time my old sony ericsson i can pluck out the memory stick and put in my lappie liao..now gonna use the usb cable..tats gonna take me sometime to get used to it..kaoz..
Ringtone is another complain..gona find a converter to turn normal mp3 to ringtones..siebei mafun...doink..its not realli a technically simple phone to use i say,or maybe i'm just not used to it..zzz..
I have a 30GB data access every mth on my iphone anyway,so will be using the net functions bah ..but 1 thing i still love about my new phone tat its so cool and nice to touch..the interface no co. can beat it yet..the slider and sensetivity is still the best in the market..tried mani other touch phones,no1 is as intusive as it yet..
In the midst of writing all this i have been replying sms to jia,ray,,and msn with ah beng and fen..haha.all the commontion is about the chill out session which jia has invited all to go..alamak..office,,again..wat i gonna wear go =/?
oo tmr friday..nearly forgot wat day liao..jialak..jobless = bochup time.

kimkim~ http://twitter.com/yellowme says:
sign write finish my blog go eat my maggie liao
hazelnutbites says:
teck.. morning, afternoon, night & supper always MAGGIE??
kimkim~ http://twitter.com/yellowme says:
on diet
hazelnutbites says:
ya, right..
kimkim~ http://twitter.com/yellowme says:

like u say eat along super boring
alone *
but i do have micowave food in my frigde which i bought ytd
miko says:
don eat so much maggie
kimkim~ http://twitter.com/yellowme says:
maybe have microwave haninese soya sauce chicken rice instead
miko says:
wow
kimkim~ http://twitter.com/yellowme says:
ya i got microwave laksa too
i even got microwave herbal chicken
my fridge muchma 7-11
recent restock arbo i support maggie gold member liao haha me and fren tok about me being the poster boy for maggie last so funni.haa

Lolz..the above was my conversations with the gals js now..it was realli funni to me..hee..anyway..after finishing tis post i gonna go search for food liao..wonder which to eat today,,,alamak..i where got so gd luck buy so mani food!it was gingy who forced me to go cold storage last nite..hee she always nag at me for skipping meals even though she prepares for me lots of "emergency food" in the fridge..then my excuse comes in.."i'm too lazy".. lolz.. ulitmate..she knows tat i want a fridge and a microwave in my room!hehe,cleber gal.then i can row ard with my office chair to in within my room.any further i lazy to eat liao..lolz..=D ok.. all this toking made me think of food..think i shall choose soya sause chicken rice tis afternoon ^^v
now for some pics...

hee tis bottle of slime i bought it at IT fair..its realli useful,can clean tiny spaces like inbetween keyboards,etc.i used it my for game consoles too..very gd product..gingy was using it in the train tat day..think every1 thought she was playing with a big piece of alga..lolz

A tribute pic for my old sony ericsson w900i..i cant bear to put it away,but maybe 1 day it will serve me again ^^

tis is a old pic..think back in jan..haha..gingy looks abit fierce..hee..but i can feel the love she have for our babies in her eyes =p well protected moofy and & e rest of the gang..haha.

luvYellow;10:19 AM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

wat an aniversary...

Today is 3mths exact since i ORD...
Its been great to say the truth..wat i pictured it..everyday pass without any work worries or stress..no pulling up myself to work,stress from stupid management or seeing pp wear masks ard me..oh..heaven..nua nua nua...
But then of course the finanical part comes in..tats inveitable..sign...Really glad i get to spend more time with gingy though..poor she had to wait for me 1 yr last year..i'm realli happy to have lots of time to spend with her since then..
Well,hope i get some job resumes reply soon..Gd luck to myself...

hee the white cover i bought at singtel shop..liked the white iphone actualli,but was 16GB and dbl the price..hee got a white cover sama sama liao =)

"Mirror" screen protector!cool right..hehe can see myself ..oh feel vain =.x

luvYellow;6:55 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

BORED..

oh boring boring..feel lazy and boring..wanna go out get the pouch for my new iphone actualli..but sibei lazy...know wat day is tmr?its my 3mths NUA ANIVERSARY..clap clap clap..i actualli survived it..oh gosh..3 mths of jobless life..mani pp must admire me..oh well..i do hope i get some reply from the resumes i sent..zzz
gingy bought a purple cover for her iphone..which she bought at the IT fair ytd..there was 50 people infront when i got her quene num for her 1st..she missed the num in the end..lucky got a counter stuff chin chye let her process the transcation anyway..gd la..singtel at least will give u a sms when near yr turn.i saw starhub quene until donno when..prehpaes lucky i js got there when every1 was deciding whether to buy anot last minute...
i bought screen protectors for my iphone and itouch..carrefour sold super cheap protector for itouch,$3.50..my iphone 1 mopre ex.. $29..diff so big..haha.oso bought a mini fan there..er..realli mini.was meant to blow the heat away from my gagets,LCD,ps3,360 & receiver..donno got use anot..haha..js on lor when i'm playing games..js now tried to surf net with my iphone without wifi..yey..can..so gd.finally i can surf net when i'm despo on the train or anywhere tat doesnt have any wifi..i got 30GB of data everymth.dont even think i can use tat much since i everyday at home..Hmmm.. ok gonna ask gingy whether shes coming tonite mah..if not think i js go get my pouch myself liao..tatazz...

luvYellow;3:30 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Becoming a tuna...

Its sunday..poor gingy have to work today..Ytd we went to rina's wedding..Before tat gingy & me bought mel go get my new hp..we had to wait for 20 quene number,so long..anyway dear suggested we go eat sushi 1st,so we went for some.luckily the resturant had a view of the quene number board,as it was very near the singtel shop..
when it was finally our turn gingy decided not to get her set as she was afriad we will be late,so we js left after getting mind..the sales assisant wasnt realli smilely,,hehee gingy complained bout it.i agree,but wat to do..singapore's service standard havent realli rise since i left for taiwan..the only gd shopping experience i've realli ever liked and remembered was at tiffanys',everytime i go there i have a gd experience without fail..dont say i', comparing..but do u know even taiwan's 7-11 service standard can win some of the boutique's service here?blar..culture..
Oh ya i got mel to go so i can sign student plan..hehe..now i got unlimited sms and i signed up for a 30gb data plan at $15 too..ok la..i might use it nxt time..but shall it it sparsely..scarly use exceed can go crazy from the bill..yey i can spam gingy hp with sms without care liao =p
We reached the wedding realli early..met up with some realli old frens..like clara,cat,alan,liping was a surprising 1..totally no link but happened she knows rina too..well the food was not bad..liked the abalone..hehe..shark fin was realli nice too..taste totally real =p rina was very pretty of course being the bride of the day..Happy to see her finally getting hitched and settled down with dennis.
Later going to suntec again to get quene numb for gingy..ytd i buy actualli bit bohua..IT fair got wavier of the sim card registration which cost $40..sheesh..and free casing,and some 3gb data..hmm will need to go kindna early i think..today is the last day...oh crap..cfm packed like siao..go be tuna liao like gingy always says when she's on the peak hr train,.hehe..couple phone..yuppy..Saw a nice white color pouch at singtel shop ytd but nv buy..today go IT fair see see again 1 more time..=)
Oh ya!forgot to complain bout my hair..isnt realli wat i visualize after having my hair cut short..yes its short and neat..but but realli as stylo as i wanted..haa..oh well..see how..cut it realli js to take a pic put in resume nia.zzz..its cooler for sure..haha..oh ya alan mentioned bout some techinician job at sg flyers as he's working there now.hehe can go see..thouhgt i hate tat job title.since i was in1 for the past 6yrs..but ok la..alan say "jor bo1"!.lolz..

taadaa my new hair length..er..tis was a last min hair style change,got the fringe part to go opp direction..

we took cab go changi village hotel!oh god damm ex..$27+
Gingy with the nice wedding card..

NEw hp new hp!!! =D but i will still miss my old sony ericsson w900i..i will still use it till monday..cant bear to put aside actualli..

luvYellow;11:52 AM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

feeling pok..

ahh..today sent some resumes again..to er.. LTA.. tried a couple..till now no replys form any companies..oh well..i knew it wouldnt be easy..tmr gonna start trying to lok for some retail liao..admin muchma no hope..zzz,,
so hot so hot..room is burning again..now typing all tis topless with 2 fans on blowing my sanua room..js had long session of SFIV again..crap..my 2k BP dropped to 1.7k liao zzz..hmm..when is the bloody joystick i ordered coming..roar~
my bank acc wont last long liao..god bless some money comes back to me zzz...oh well..who ask me backside itchy..zzzno comments..
fri got plans..hmm go cut hair,decided its time to trim liao..if not i turning lion king..Go robinson to buy some formal clothes too..havent used the vouchers..hmm..will ask gingy to go with me..ala..stupid jim js now remind me of the prawning session..i already forgot bout it..donno gingy will wanna go anot..sat wedding dinner..liaoz~dbl bomb...coz bringing gingy go..all ys fault..si fatso was supposed to go.then he go vietnam for donno wat..inthe end i gonna go alone,thus bringing gingy to accompany me..
Time to cut my expenses liao..meals i cfm saving..everyday eat 1 meal...no more buying of game..cept for tat toopid joystick which i ordered..cant cancel it liao..already cancelled 1 item with the gameshop which i always go..cancel 1 more then i will ganna condamm..not nice oso..hiaz..tat will cost me $250..haiz..
no more resturant..no more gundam(i got tons i havent finished anwyay)..no more new hp..was thinking of iphone..but i got itouch la anwyay..no pt..haiz..save on everything right liao...
oh fook i dropped my itouch js now!holy shit..now got 2 scratches right on the top and btm..haiz.heart pain.gingy sent to me de when i was in taiwan..gonna go buy a cover for it liao,,sianz..
WHen will i find a job..maybe admin not for me la...haiz.i dont have much experience cept for the 1 yr data entry i had long ago..today i actualli browse Republic poly's website..was chatting with a net friend then thought of going in IT..asked him lots of qns..browsing the webbie.notice tat the cirtera these days damm low..maths fail can go in IT!WTF..D7 can lor..
i js nice meet the cirteria..wtf..sheesh..y last time cant..if not i could had gone poly ..no need to sign on stupid army..blar blar blar..haiz..
ANyway the sch fees was 6k +.. alamak..i HAVE the money..but its kindna NOT WITH ME..zzzz..oh well no comments again..anyway i realised i can pay with my CPF 100% oso..wow..happy..but then another prob comes in..my daliy expenses le?eat air ah?sell backside?cannot la..i gonna have a job no matter wat..and RP courses is full time nia.haiz..after tat check private schs..mdis,which gingy last time studied he acc degree there..but the IT in MDIS not realli gd..checked its cirricum..not gd not gd..my fren oso say so..then checked another sch..starting with m de..fuck i forgot liao the name/..zzz,got it!MONASH! tis sch..no heard b4.but fren recommand..hmm bu ttat cirteria was higher..i kindna miss the cirteria abit..but private sch can try de la..tis 1's IT studies is better..But i kindna got phobia?last time study informatics..then NAFA..both i study halfway give up..i scare i waste money again..sign..the heart donno wanna study oso anot..i wanna..but theres the fear of failure..sign..old liao.aint tat brave anymore..=/
Oh ya..for the title of today's post is as above..i feel frecking poor..sign..dont dare to see my bank acc these days..know still have.but know wont tahan me much longer liao..ok time to log in to my personal banking and feel sad..face the reality!! ^_-v gd nitz peeps..

ahhh..my poor itouch..look at the direct center top and bottom..

family gathering!recently saved fanny and sticker back from gingy's place..hehe =)now i can slp with all my little babies again =Dv

luvYellow;12:29 AM

Monday, March 9, 2009

itchy itchy,,

argh..getting bite by mosquito now..irratating..Js sent a few resumes..all adminstrative.some even to IRs..yawnz..today woke up early..ytd slpt at 4am..farking room so hot..haiz..bobian,my room will be sanua wheneer i pa game..i think it will b years b4 i get aircon room..die die die..think i will go bath and look for gingy at vivo later..gonna get some fresh air sia..
Tat day(sat) we went jobfair..lemme say some comment..its so scary la..i couldnt breath there i think there..every1 were like mad people filling up forms,esp at the IRs booth..baa baa..we didnt join the mad rush.i js took some leaflets and send the resume today..js only lor..haha..relaxed me..lalala..oh ya and we forgot to bring pen..alamak..most ipmt..haha anyway nvm..like i say,i didnt bother to fill up the forms there..its not 1st come 1st serve for goodness sake..sheesh..kiasu?oh well guess not..mani poor pp ganna retrenched i guess..and i'm lucky.not much commintment..yawnz..wat a boring day..
oops.. tis sat is rina;s wedding..hmm.. maybe can go shop for shirt and pants liao..can use for work interviews oso ^^v.. hope vivo got robinson..havent used my birthday present vouchers give by jiajia and frens...i nv use to buy toys!!!lolz...

new pet.idog aka woofy!,moofy taking a pic with it..hehe..$20 only cheap cheap carrefour sales.
it can do mani pattern ,can dance,etc.even got a scratch function like dj sia..hurhurhur..

luvYellow;3:48 PM

Friday, March 6, 2009

weekends coming lor...

Yey!tmr will be the weekend lor..can spend 2 full days with gingy..ever since she changed shift to normal 8-5 timing nv realli got to met up wth her on weekdays..i'm too lazy,and she has got OTs..
Tmr oso will be bringing her to YS's house warming..js renovated by govt.. hmm..dont realli count as a house warming bah =/ oh well.. guess its his mum's idea too.go down eat some nice home-cooked food oso gd..rare chance for me..
AFter tat then most prob will be going to the job fair at suntec..i saw the scence there on tv last nite..holy..alot of people lor..haha mani pp like me..lolz..
But i realli think there isnt a rush to go there early..companies wont choose who they will employ only after the entire fair..then i think they bring back the forms and slowly review and point the ones they want out..well tats wat i think la...
i love weekends..got gingy ard to distube me..hehe..ok hope every1 enjoys their weekend..now for some pics as usual...

Made these today.been a long time since i did any..

Last nite;s supper,maggie chicken porriage with 1 hotdog and egg.oh super tasty..

CHAO DA garlic bread!lolz..nearly thought my house was on fire when i saw the smoke..backside itchy tried another way to cook..haha...

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a cutise muffin which i had bought for gingy sometime ago..

chomp chomp.. int he end dear bite off 1 of the rabbit ear only..and she stopped and kept it away saying she couldnt bear to finish it..yundaoz...hee.. =)

kinder's surprise..we finally found it sometime ago..realising the brand name is changed to kinder's joy now..

tis is a msn dp which qw made for me,we were js randomly chatting 1 nite and she showed me,coz she knows i like cow.she was very thoughtful ^^ changing the date to my bd then send me.

luvYellow;6:34 PM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

an enlightment...a shocked waking..

oh i awoke from a weird dream tis morning...
switching on my com and logging my msn,saw my fren online..decided to tell her..weird and funni..she's a old nafa mate i had long time ago.just fren's btw..
This is wat i told her in summary when she asked wat dream i had tat had her inside..

"er.. mm.. kindna blurish wor :S but u were 1 of the main lead lol
lemme try recall
we thought we fell in love,we spent a nite togather(nuthing happened),in the morning some feelings changed,we realised our true self feelings,u left me,yr frens hated me..i hated myself
taa-daa!omg i can remember..hehehe... okok just a dream anwyay..:S
sheesh how weird.."

Haha..something like this..something from a drama huh...actualli hold lots of meanings to me..let me remember how i viewed love in the past..mani sad memories..mani regrets..
Of course its from all this that i've turned stronger in my love life..
changing into a better boyfriend.. it oso made my thinkings not as naive as compared to the past too..
Know why people say the 1st love was the most sweetest and unforgettable?Becoz at tat time we all had tis naive-ness in us..the innocent we had..we could had given our all into a relationship..without a worry bout money,family,work,etc etc...
Turning old and wiser has its turndowns too..Oh ok..enuf of tis topic..feel tired toking bout these things just when i wake up...
kindna in a low now actualli..though i enjoy nuaing everyday..but dont realli i have alife..I dont have a career..i dont feel i have a family..hope things will change and i'll try to work towards a better life..
To end today's blog i gonna give a special thks to gingy for standing by me throught this sucky period i'm in..For believing in me and supporting watever decisions i've made.. I love you dear...
now for some pics...

lunch at pizzahut,1st time we ate togather at the resturant thought we always call for delivery..haha

me with my new game...

difference btw a sweet and unsweet mango madness..

the so called "famous" queenstown chay keow teow me and ys quened up for ard 50mins.crap..

luvYellow;11:20 AM