Thursday, March 5, 2009
an enlightment...a shocked waking..
oh i awoke from a weird dream tis morning...
switching on my com and logging my msn,saw my fren online..decided to tell her..weird and funni..she's a old nafa mate i had long time ago.just fren's btw..
This is wat i told her in summary when she asked wat dream i had tat had her inside..
"er.. mm.. kindna blurish wor :S but u were 1 of the main lead lol
lemme try recall
we thought we fell in love,we spent a nite togather(nuthing happened),in the morning some feelings changed,we realised our true self feelings,u left me,yr frens hated me..i hated myself
taa-daa!omg i can remember..hehehe... okok just a dream anwyay..:S
sheesh how weird.."
Haha..something like this..something from a drama huh...actualli hold lots of meanings to me..let me remember how i viewed love in the past..mani sad memories..mani regrets..
Of course its from all this that i've turned stronger in my love life..
changing into a better boyfriend.. it oso made my thinkings not as naive as compared to the past too..
Know why people say the 1st love was the most sweetest and unforgettable?Becoz at tat time we all had tis naive-ness in us..the innocent we had..we could had given our all into a relationship..without a worry bout money,family,work,etc etc...
Turning old and wiser has its turndowns too..Oh ok..enuf of tis topic..feel tired toking bout these things just when i wake up...
kindna in a low now actualli..though i enjoy nuaing everyday..but dont realli i have alife..I dont have a career..i dont feel i have a family..hope things will change and i'll try to work towards a better life..
To end today's blog i gonna give a special thks to gingy for standing by me throught this sucky period i'm in..For believing in me and supporting watever decisions i've made.. I love you dear...
now for some pics...
lunch at pizzahut,1st time we ate togather at the resturant thought we always call for delivery..haha
me with my new game...
difference btw a sweet and unsweet mango madness..
the so called "famous" queenstown chay keow teow me and ys quened up for ard 50mins.crap..
luvYellow;11:20 AM
