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Saturday, March 28, 2009

hi Ah gong! Ah ma!


i woke up crying onto my bed today..tears just rolled and rolled uncontrollably..
i had a dream..spending some happy moments with an old man,evrything was in a blur.but i remembered i felt blessed,felt loved..oh gosh..tears rolling down again..and i thought i calmed down already..it was an old man with very kind face.we didnt do anything special.js spending moments chatting to each other..laughing togather..suddenly everything came to an end..he was gone..my vision was getting bright..i was regaining conscience.. =/ from my dream i guess..till this point i still havent realised who this kind old man was..then it suddenly striked me tat it was my passed away grandfather..he passed away after my grandma..actaulli..ard a yr i guessed.. i cant even rem their death aniversary.. ="(
i feel realli sad now..sobbing..
my relationship with my grandparents wasnt the best..i was rebellious,didnt listened much to them..even often getting into arguements with them..but they loved me alot..always knew tat in my heart actualli.but was js too young i guess..
i regretted nv realli doing anything nice for them,bringing them out for meals etc..i feel so bad.and now its too late..i tried to be a gd grandson which they will like,but it was always only into late periods of their life..i can nv repay them..i miss u all..ah gong... ah ma... hope i can can another chance to be fillial towards u all in the nxt life.. i miss u all so much... u all were my last real family...

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