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Friday, May 8, 2009

what am i doing?


Oh here i am blogging again.i havent even brushed my teeth,i js woke up,it freaking noon 2plus zzz..alright i slept at 4 in the morning again..listening to norah johns and can still feel pek che.i was looking at jobstreet again..frustrated..
U all ever watched "P.S, i love u" i think i'm gonna act out part of it soon.sheesh..near the ending..if u got watch u'll know..maybe then i can find some new inspiration wat to do with my life..i dont even know wat i wanna do the nxt day i wake up actualli.anyway tks all frens for recommending jobs..not i hiam but i realli hope to get a gd 1 after my last 1.. i think i'm getting picky liao..haiz..who doesnt want the best in life huh, y i nv study? y ? oh i hate my dad for that..long story.zzz... i was a gd student in pri, a average in sec, a lousy 1 any time after sec 4... i nv tok to my dad these days.. waste my breath i think.
y couldnt i gone to a normal tiertary insitutie like NORMAL people?i always wanted to go to a JC and then uni...OR at least a poly.. IN THE END I FLUNKED MY FUCKING O LVLS>.oh all tks to myself..EVEN AFTER retaking my o i still failed..WTF.tat 2nd and 3rd time i can only blame myself.. i blame myself for not benig brave enuf and got too easily affected by problems at home.coming to tis i'm starting to think its a mistake moving in with my mum..not that i dont wish to stay with her..but prehapes the more indenpendent environment would had made me more stronger now..more decisive..i wanna get a 8-5 job, study part time.get a cert.get a job i love,move into my own place..IS IT THAT DAMM HARD?.... damm...i've grown so weary of everything..i think i'm living in self denial these days..sheesh..i DONT want to move on with life.. god knows y.. coz even i dont know...

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