Tuesday, June 30, 2009

The past, the present, the future...

ooo.. i js woke up..feel blur blur..i think i could had woke up much earlier..but i told myself i gonna start work tmr and there wont be much chance for me to wake up late on weekdays liao..so fast wor..tmr i gonna start work le..haha..finally..i've been slacking since last dec..i survived 6mths of nuaing..i enjoyed it but i wont say i will miss it alot actually.but i'm glad i can start life anew, away from my previous job.hope eveything will be ok..well..when the the going gets tough, the tough get going..

i js saw some very ancient pics from jiajia's blog..oh yes those are so old..can feel many memories coming back even though it was so long ago..those were the days when we didnt had much worries and js had pure fun with each other..actually i have some very old pics somewhere in my cupboard i think..those were the days when we didnt had any digicams and everything was in prints..nice actualli..being able to hold the pic and see is realli different..its a personal touch which the world had moved away slowly since time..

There are somethings on my mind recently actualli..i donno whether i shd face the problems or think of them as not problems as well..something form the past is coming back..old viewpoints..feelings... They aint good or bad.. but they have the ability to give me diff persepctive towards life..my thoughts has been swaying recently on something.. i'm a bit lost on tat matter actualli.haiz.. its like my decision to change a job u know.. Yes everything seems fine and stable..but now and then there are things popping up tat makes me wanna change..until the point which i js feel i aint truelly happy and i js breakdown and want out..Now i'm out i'm happy and glad with my decision..it was right and i never look bad..But not every matter is like that..not as simple as changing a job...For the current thing on my mind, Should i give it time to slowly show myself the right answer, but time might not show me anything in the end..shd i be decisive and make go head on into the problem...But i dont wanna hurt anyone..esp myself...which i've learned from the past...

The past weekend has been great fun..meeting up with the gals at the sg flyers, go river fest and shufen's birthday..Great having this group of friends which has been with me throught all these years.Really enjoyed my last week of holiday with them b4 i start my new job..haha..

For the future goals i will wanna save up a sum of money to go back into studies..i still donno wat i wanna go for,,but will consider properly, coz age catching up..being already more slower then my peers..i will have to decide on something thats not just a realistic career path course.but oso something that will interest me..so i realli need to decide properly ..sign.. not a easy 1.. nv easy to strike a balance in life isnt it?But 1st of all i still need to do well at my current job ..ahaha super happy its office hrs.. can finally have a set of mind that i can go for night classes..The pay is a big cut off form my last job..ALOT... a cutoff of $700-$2000... horrible..haha..no regrets of course.. hmm i wanna earn more then that nxt time...since young my target was always 5k u know..hee not a very big amount these days..But it havent realli changed for me at all..i think its a nice num bah..will aim for that..haha..Diff pp have diff aims right..no point taking up a unattatiable target..i've always wanted a simple life..hehe.. a beachhouse is my dream ..

I listening to 933fm now sia.. feel very retro..remembering last time in sec sch always listened to it wherever i go..haha..these days only hear my itouch liao..songs inside getting old but too lazy to put in some new ones..aiya most of the time i play game on it anyway..feel kuku when i go pubs these days..so many songs i donno liao..haiz..Do u all know There was a period when i went ktv at least 3 times per week?its a love and hate r/s now with ktv..lol.

Oh gingy is stuck at my house..coz her mum is undergoing chemo treatment and gingy's office have abit of h1n1 danger coz the company moved manpower from another office which had some1 ganna..then the pp from there who nv ganna will move over to her office..so gingy have to stay at my place for the meanwhile..she must miss her mummy alot..stay strong ok dear..muacks..

Watched transformer ytd.. most loveable char for us was the blackbird fighter jet "ah gong" transformer., so cute he had a walking cane.. overall a nice movie..alot of fighting scenes..megan fox was so hot.. o.O"' watch liao make me wanna buy the transformer game that js been released..lolz...but no la..no more time to play liao tmr onwards..haha..js like my gundam kits which will be at the sideline for awhile now..

Tmr wed liao..so alright la..gd or bad.i js gonna bear for 3 days then i can have a breather..looking forward to my 1st paycheck!ROAR!hahaha.. maybe will head down to causeway point for a cheap haircut.since every1 has been tellng me to go trim..Just go trim trim abit can liao bah i guess.. i dont want to look duu duu oso.doink...

luvYellow;1:18 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

Craving satisfied..

YEY! Finally had my long awaited KFC today..hehe..waited for gingy to come my place until 9pm plus, b4 tat i had feel asleep in my sofa bed's sofa mode..hhaa..sounds transformer..anyway she bought mani chicken for me and even bought a chicky meal for herself, coz she wanted to get for me the toy..haha..A simple baddie transformer boss,think called megatron....cant expect much..fast food toys..hehe.like it still haha..Oh ya.. i 've had this kfc craving the whole week..now i can finally take it out of my head..nxt aim is more to a "fishy" meal liao..haha.

Shes asleep now lor..knocked out..haha.tired day for her again.tmr shes gonna wake up 6am for work..

Oh when we were eating KFC js now we oso watched the movie "ghosts of girlfrends past".quite nice..a gd movie for guys who play ard..wonder was i like tat mah?i dont think so..lolz..i not so power..do i wish to be like him?hmmm...maybe somewhere in me i do?haha..come on all guys do.

Just now complained to gingy my hands pain,u know the fleshy part of out palm?i thought i knocked onto somewhere or wat.then she said i'm playing too much itouch games recenlty..haha possible i think..

Very fast friday liao hor...alamak..weekend coming..the day i start work is slowly approaching..oh good bye to my late get ups and aimless everyday life..lolz..

OOooo Just now after i bath i popped afew ice cubes, in my water bottle and bring into my room as usual ..u know wat?i tink in less then 1min all the ice metled..horrible la..just shows how hot my room is..sanua!

Ok, here are some of my transformer toy gingy bought for me from KFC.
Btw u all notice my gundam pics when viewed full sized quite nice hor..so long nv take pics liao..nv realised my cam can take zoomed up pics tat well..i think its coz i was using a tripod..haha..YeS i was using a tripod..dont think take toy pic can anyhow ok..must be professional..lolz..
I wonder when then will some1 org a transformer movie outing..by nxt wed no 1` chio i shall bring gingy go watch liao...wait here wait there donno will wait until my work start then can go watch isit..
TGIF for every1 whos working...not for me yet..lolz...

Plane mode

Robo mode

luvYellow;12:41 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

walk walk walk .... =.="'

Ok today stayed at home all the wat until last minute suddenyl had the urge to go buy a new SD gundam kit(exia.Then 4plus hurry go prep then 5 rush out, afraid that sunshine plaza where i wanted to get my stuffs will close early..kaoz..reached there all opened..Prob is that the shops dont have wat i want..sianz sia..disappointed in the end i bought a marker.. i wanted 2 lor..gold and chrome silver but only found gold..zzz..oh well decided to go bugis BHG try ..oso bor!gib up..ok nxt dstination..

Then i went sg flyer to meet fen and the rest to eat popeye..i knew will all be gals la..but on reaching there i saw 6!then 1 more came later,who was charlene,shufen's fren..wah piangz sia..so mani girls!fainz~ whole table only me 1 guy =x
The food realli made me full sia.. i think airport's 1 nicer sia.. donno y..Oh ya, i had to walk all the way from cuty hall mrt.it was the 1st time i walked there..nv realised it was so damm far..phewz~ i had craving for kfc the whole day actually.. i think the popeye made me reach my chicken limit liao..haha tmr shall me fish dinner instead.
Oh ya duo duo asked me whether i was excited bout my new job.ok i am la..but i think its abit more to worry bah..i nv worked in a place that is TOTALLY consists of women sia..and lots of pp say lady bosses are oso more fussy..haha.. i had a few female bosses in the past and did met some nice ones..so i guess the sex realli dosent matter.Coz i believe if i do my job well my future boss will oso be happy with me..haha.oh well best of luck to myself =p My last army job all guys sia.haha so realli will be a very big change for me..but being surrounded by gals is quite shiok de la..haha.maybe every1 will "teng" me, wahaha.i believe i'm the youngest there sia.hohoho..scary sia..

Ok after our very full meal we went to clark quay to a place called "timbre"..something like a open air lounge.. i rememeber i tried to go in last time..coz jim was working there for a while last time.i wanted go in find him but the stupid bouncer reject me..kaoz.donno y.i think they changed management anyway..the setting looked slightly diff but the bar inside actualli looked exactly the same..oh then we had some drinks and pizza there.. i realli think the pizza there so so sia althought shufen said they were famous for it.i think i still prefer the pizza at sentos.then we played some drinking games..haha shufen tried to challenege me 1 on 1 sicssor paper stone.. in the end i won stright 5 or 6 times and she had to drink the last glass of wine,,haha realli rare that i can win so mani rounds of that game coz i normall sux at it..nvm she deserved it since her birthday coming in afew days ..hehehe..

Ard 11 i rushed off to take mrt liao.hehe..heng ah..still got last trains..a fun day but oso tired day..coz of all the walking i had to do and i came home empty handed without my exia =( shd had bought it at cine tat day i saw sia..alamak..

Ok i mentioned i was doing a new gundam kit ..gundam 00 was its name.ok shall show u all a few pics k.. and a potato chip which gingy bought for me at the korean shop at cine tat day..

Opps i realised my pics i uploaded too big to show the whole pic on my blog..anyway just click on them then u can view the whole pic.

This is orginal flav and it realli was, alamak but it wasnt salty enuf =x and it tasted very butterish..hee.. dear i like salty chips more!

luvYellow;1:30 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

new life awaits...

Hi all.. wanted to blog later when i wake up in the morning actually..
Oh well.. js blog abit b4 i go oink bah..

1 more week b4 my new job at mandarin starts..phew..so fast..6mths have past since my last job..6 full months of nua..Shiok!haha..oh well..still glad that i'm finally gonna start work..can start to save money liao for my future study plans..havent decide wat i will be going for.but i will have sometime b4 i save up enuf anyway..

My music player in my blog donno y all the songs ganna cut sia..any1 knows y?
Recently kindna did some *ah hem* to my itouch..shiok got tons of new games to play..everyday i'm engrossed on searching out for new games..haha...

Transformer is out sia..js now pm long in the noon to organise for a movie outing..haha he say he too busy..anyway i wanna say something..We should sometimes realli appreaiate people who organise outings coz its realli draining to plan all those stuffs..getting everyone to agree on a schedule is really difficult.I know tat,i do some of my own if u all remember,but i kindna stop doing it liao coz it can get so frustrating and i'll js get fedup, its realli disappointing when u have planned out something and it just dont turn out the way u thought it will be.Anyway i think sometimes we can each do some planning of our own so as to let those who often do it a break.Dont take for granted and think those pp shd always do it since it had always been them.

Had dinner with gingy.sorry i showed my temper.coz i'm realli stressed out and u know y too.i know u had a bad day at work too.sorry bout it ok.pls dont take it to heart wat i said..u know my recent temper is kindna going haywire at times too.muacks..

Chamz lor..my body clock like adjust back to the old 1 liao..now i always slp after 2-3am again..i think its coz my holiday ending..haha dont bear to oink early liaoz..well when work starts i will try go back to the 12am knock out clock..haha js like the 1 when i had to go for the 2weeks CSP course..crap the damm cert havent come..so long sia..donno y..

I finished a new gundam kit i've been making..left the outlining nia..gotten wait until tmr liao..paint too many layers thus the paint taking forever to dry up..sheesh.cannot be ganjiong..arbo like my last 1 my pen marker spoil by the wet paint again..Tmr maybe go down sunshine see some new kits i wanna get..See my mood tmr,hope i wont feel too lazy..
Work finally starting..thought it will be at least 2 mths more b4 i get my 1st paycheck,at least i feel lighter now since i know i HAVE a pay coming sooner or later..haha..God bless work will be fine and smooth for me..will looking forward to learning new stuffs at on new job.

Oh ok i shall stop here..maybe tmr then post some pics of my newly done gundam...
Good morning every1!..its 0243am now..zzz
Kimkim signing out...~

luvYellow;2:28 AM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

So Long to my long long long holiday...

Hi Hi to EVERYONE! haha =D
Its 1am... frecking hot again..coz i play my ps3 since late afternoon..haha..heat all trapped in my rooom..

Today went to my future work place, meritus mandarin to sign my appointment letter..
muchma signing the end to my 6mths holiday..well i got to know when i will be sitting nxt time in the office..the cubicle most outside..haha..i think more senior will sit more further in..I nv see pp use msn lor..chamz..dream shattered..hhaaa..
ALL my new colleagues are women..including the manager...I told gingy i scare nxt time they torture me how?throw pen at me,pour hot kopi on me..lolz..scary..
They gave me a gd salary,something which i didnt expect i can get since i got zero experience in human resource and admin.

Anyway at the end of the day i js hope to learn something from there.can start saving some money then maybe nxt yr can try study some diploma courses..see how..gingy and i tried the sengkang BTO..if ganna i donno want take anot oso..oh well will see wat they can offer..remembering tat i want go further study..if i buy house, then want further study.how to handle?doink...wished i had a real money tree right now..

Anyway bought a new game..had to trade in 2 old games to cut cost to get it..oh feel so poor..haha..Anwyay its a great game..and VERY retro..playing it makes me feel 10yrs younger haha..how mani of ya remember watching the movies and cartoons?i recently rewatched the movies again..hehe... Ghostbusters FTW!

luvYellow;1:03 AM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Another chapter...

Halo to all..
Its been awhile since i last blog..ard 3weeks bah..been quite hectic for me..
Went for courses ar SIRS,spent 2 weeks at tao payoh hub.Learned mani new things there and got to know new friends.mani things i could had blog about but was too tired.had to wake up early every morning which i havent been doing since my last job.Js gonna say bout the graduation day which was memorable.Every1 had to say a short speech about themselves and wat they learnt over the whole course.1 of my classmate from poland broke down during her speech.then suddenly the trainer oso cried ,then another gal oso started crying..haha..emo class...Had so much fun there..wasnt easy at 1st.quite stressful but glad that we manage to go throught it..will have another chance to meet old classmates again coz we havent got our actual cert..will oso get a ez-link card having the words "Certified Service Professional" on it.looks nice..

I went for 5 interviews Right after the course which is the week tat just passed.some just sucked coz of their damm location..went to 1 at paya lebar for converse..got lost and had to take 3 buses to reach the office..another was a inn hotel at temple street..had to walk so damm far from the mrt..There was another recuitment officer at manulife..doink in the end the guy asked me want be fianical planner anot..the pay is attractive of course.but not not easy and i can tahan another few more mths without stable income liao..yawnz..Anyway in the end i did got 2 job offers,1 from mandarin hotel as a HR assistant and the other was a retail assistant position at a shop selling antique weapons located above PS which i thinhk u all shd know..pay wise the antique shop could had been a higher salary coz of its commmission,but i chose the HR assistant instead.after asking some friends' opionion which was the same as me i went for tat 1.remember i always wanted to try a admin job ,now i got it i feel nervous.coz i donno will it be as boring as army's paperwork..but i think wont la hor..haha..will be able to learn mani stuffs and evey Co. outside needs tat dept..hope i'll be able to do while.shall start saving and hopefully go for a diploma nxt yr or the yr after when i have a comfortable savings to take up 1..

Ytd went to tao payoh hub with gingy to look at the BTO plan at sengkang..which after tat laybeng and ray came to meet us.discussed bout the pricing and they helped us check out the grants available to us..which there wasnt coz its a hdb development so there isnt unless its private developed..nvm,we learned something anyway..after tat my mum came and we all sat down at mac to have a nice chat..we realised ray their place pricing was ok.ard 200k for a 3 room.the loacation is gd compared to SK which was y i hestatied initially..well i think wont rush into SK liao.since there IS a possibitie tat town area still got cheap housing..even though resale la.gonna do more hmwork i guess..scare ah long cases nia these days..eek..resale can get the flat super fast some more..haha..gd gd.. waiting for a new flat for 5yrs actualli quite killer..

At nite we went to watch the movie "drag me to hell",abit lame..felt more like a comdey then horror..coz every1 was making funni jerks at the movie every now and then.i think there was only 1 moment tat gave me a scare..haha..

i donno when i will blog again..just feel so exhausted..mani emotions and hectic schedules tats making me so tired everyday..i feel very sleepy at early hrs liao,coz of the 2 week course tat changed my body clock,now 10pm i will feel sleepy liao..Nxt wed i will be signing the appointment letter at mertius mandrain.Work starts actualli at 1st of july.so i have last 2 more weeks of my long break to enjoy..then i will have my normal life back..i donno i'm realli looking forward to it mah..but i can say at least my bank account is...

Btw my blog counter finally hit above 1k ..Thank u all for always taking time to read my blog even though sometimes its bolua and interesting.Take care all my frens and love one.I will try to blog again more often..if my mental state can tahan..
well here are some pics...