Tuesday, June 30, 2009
The past, the present, the future...
ooo.. i js woke up..feel blur blur..i think i could had woke up much earlier..but i told myself i gonna start work tmr and there wont be much chance for me to wake up late on weekdays liao..so fast wor..tmr i gonna start work le..haha..finally..i've been slacking since last dec..i survived 6mths of nuaing..i enjoyed it but i wont say i will miss it alot actually.but i'm glad i can start life anew, away from my previous job.hope eveything will be ok..well..when the the going gets tough, the tough get going..
i js saw some very ancient pics from jiajia's blog..oh yes those are so old..can feel many memories coming back even though it was so long ago..those were the days when we didnt had much worries and js had pure fun with each other..actually i have some very old pics somewhere in my cupboard i think..those were the days when we didnt had any digicams and everything was in prints..nice actualli..being able to hold the pic and see is realli different..its a personal touch which the world had moved away slowly since time..
There are somethings on my mind recently actualli..i donno whether i shd face the problems or think of them as not problems as well..something form the past is coming back..old viewpoints..feelings... They aint good or bad.. but they have the ability to give me diff persepctive towards life..my thoughts has been swaying recently on something.. i'm a bit lost on tat matter actualli.haiz.. its like my decision to change a job u know.. Yes everything seems fine and stable..but now and then there are things popping up tat makes me wanna change..until the point which i js feel i aint truelly happy and i js breakdown and want out..Now i'm out i'm happy and glad with my decision..it was right and i never look bad..But not every matter is like that..not as simple as changing a job...For the current thing on my mind, Should i give it time to slowly show myself the right answer, but time might not show me anything in the end..shd i be decisive and make go head on into the problem...But i dont wanna hurt anyone..esp myself...which i've learned from the past...
The past weekend has been great fun..meeting up with the gals at the sg flyers, go river fest and shufen's birthday..Great having this group of friends which has been with me throught all these years.Really enjoyed my last week of holiday with them b4 i start my new job..haha..
For the future goals i will wanna save up a sum of money to go back into studies..i still donno wat i wanna go for,,but will consider properly, coz age catching up..being already more slower then my peers..i will have to decide on something thats not just a realistic career path course.but oso something that will interest me..so i realli need to decide properly ..sign.. not a easy 1.. nv easy to strike a balance in life isnt it?But 1st of all i still need to do well at my current job ..ahaha super happy its office hrs.. can finally have a set of mind that i can go for night classes..The pay is a big cut off form my last job..ALOT... a cutoff of $700-$2000... horrible..haha..no regrets of course.. hmm i wanna earn more then that nxt time...since young my target was always 5k u know..hee not a very big amount these days..But it havent realli changed for me at all..i think its a nice num bah..will aim for that..haha..Diff pp have diff aims right..no point taking up a unattatiable target..i've always wanted a simple life..hehe.. a beachhouse is my dream ..
I listening to 933fm now sia.. feel very retro..remembering last time in sec sch always listened to it wherever i go..haha..these days only hear my itouch liao..songs inside getting old but too lazy to put in some new ones..aiya most of the time i play game on it anyway..feel kuku when i go pubs these days..so many songs i donno liao..haiz..Do u all know There was a period when i went ktv at least 3 times per week?its a love and hate r/s now with ktv..lol.
Oh gingy is stuck at my house..coz her mum is undergoing chemo treatment and gingy's office have abit of h1n1 danger coz the company moved manpower from another office which had some1 ganna..then the pp from there who nv ganna will move over to her office..so gingy have to stay at my place for the meanwhile..she must miss her mummy alot..stay strong ok dear..muacks..
Watched transformer ytd.. most loveable char for us was the blackbird fighter jet "ah gong" transformer., so cute he had a walking cane.. overall a nice movie..alot of fighting scenes..megan fox was so hot.. o.O"' watch liao make me wanna buy the transformer game that js been released..lolz...but no la..no more time to play liao tmr onwards..haha..js like my gundam kits which will be at the sideline for awhile now..
Tmr wed liao..so alright la..gd or bad.i js gonna bear for 3 days then i can have a breather..looking forward to my 1st paycheck!ROAR!hahaha.. maybe will head down to causeway point for a cheap haircut.since every1 has been tellng me to go trim..Just go trim trim abit can liao bah i guess.. i dont want to look duu duu oso.doink...
luvYellow;1:18 PM
