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Sunday, September 6, 2015

After So long


I'm back.. after so long , unfortunately not at a happy moment in life. Guess its fine to pour my heart out anyway here since no one reads my blog anymore i'm sure.. well ok there's still a chance, but i don't really care after several glasses of gordon bleu. Alright her it goes, life is at a all time low, work, family, relationship all going down a endless spiral. oh FML FML FML.. everyone says it will all be well, well the process to the well aint doing well now. feel like shit at home everyday , everyday job hunt aint cutting out well too, day in day out all the same fucking jobs.. repeats and repeats, its just how despo i'm getting trying for jobs i usually won't want anymore.. well like x.l says, beggars can't be pickers, which is so true.. ah yes its 130am right now. and y the fuck di i spent whole day at home, coz i was silly enuf to wait for something that didn't happened, i'm so dumb.. maybe i hope too much, should just give up hoping huh. Now i know how she felt.. the endless waiting the disappointments she had when with me. But then it' too late , i can't go back now. its impossible coz i hurt her too much and i will be hurting her more if i went back. i hope she finds a great guy whom will treat her much better then me.. she always deserved someone better then me. So many years of love for me , i know how much i broke her heart. and i feel really bad, i nv blamed her for the slap , it nv occurred to me i will be angry at all. It only made me realised how much i've hurt her already that she will do it to me.. i'm sorry .. I'm really sorry.. no matter how many times i say it, it will never be enuf.. i'll always feel sorry till the end of time..

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